You, Yesterday
The next time I looked at you,
I thought you seemed so small.
I, at five feet
craned my neck
to scrutinize your six—
measure your frailty,
feeble, a faucet leak to my waterfall.
I am intentional
and you spoke with
file cabinets at the edges of your mouth.
Your words: lackluster drafts,
half-formed and delivered
in every direction but mine—
and your hand was too light for my taste.
Your cursive was not curved enough,
your verse not sonic enough,
your diction lacked exactitude.
I thank God I did not have to carry it
out.
The next time I looked at you,
it was through a lens,
textured and fogged. Your frame
lost shadow in my periphery. Your outline
blurred in backward glance. Your smallness, though,
exalted in retrospect.