You want to know a secret?
You want to know a secret?
When I feel alone and drown myself in sorrow
I close my eyes and slip away
And leave it for tomorrow
You want to know a secret?
Now and then, it’s too easy to tell a lie
And the worst part is, she won’t even notice
Or remember, so she can deny
The fact that she puts on an innocent face
And promised she would honestly never
And denying, well that just adds to the list
And just makes her even more clever
You want to know a secret?
It’s difficult to get up every day
When I know that I when I look in the mirror
I want to throw it all away
I get out of bed, I rub my head
And feel like time is slowing down
I feel like my feet are stuck in quicksand
And before I know it, I’ll deepen and drown
But the quicksand, I realize is not what it seems
Not just a mistake through my eyes
It’s put there to finally knock sense into me;
It’s a marsh of every one of her lies
The lies that I honestly knew were untrue
And yet I just let her be
And well, I can say that karma’s a bitch
‘cause now it’s caught up to me
I always felt that one mean word can start a trend
Break a heart, and lose a friend
Now karma overrides it, too
What you say comes back to you
Drowning in hate, sorrow, I’m broken
But half of me has me still filled
I’m broken, but why would I want to go
And destroy what I happened to build
You want to know a secret?
The grass is always greener, so it’s stated
‘cuz through their eyes my life is perfect
Perfection’s overrated
You want to know a secret?
After the years, I’m still in love with him
And one more is I have no idea
How to escape this puzzle I’m in
My heart is in two
I never want to feel this way once more
And at the same time my heart can’t resist
The boy who broke it before
You want to know a secret?
I don’t know where my tears are coming from
But where ever it is, well, they won’t stop
They dance to the beat of their drum
And not mine, well, you see that’s a problem
And another one that I can’t undo
And I know something that you don’t know:
I honestly haven’t a clue
Of why all this shit is happening to me
My heart feels like it’s drowning in sorrow
I guess that I’ll just go to sleep
And see how I feel tomorrow