Note to Self
To grow older
is a monument,
and you’ve earned
the exhaust fuel in your joints
from your miles of riding,
writing, working.
Wear the ache
earnestly, unabashedly
around your knuckles
like rings
the years bent on one knee
to gift to you.
Your smile lines
are army badges
embroidered into you,
meticulous stitches
woven patiently, honorably.
You disprove your stillness
in time-lapse photos,
backward glances,
and the achievements
you’ve shouldered,
adorning you.
In the evening,
quiet and thoughtful,
under your ceiling fan
in slow rotation,
your blankets and wife
absorbing your chill,
you’ve earned your untightening,
your unfastening, your heavy eyelids—
Your dreaming will play in vignettes:
renditions of memories
with blended borders
you’ve accumulated
in animated succession.