My Life’s Teardrop
I know that I have given you my only heart and soul
Now I feel as if all of this is taking up my toll
Feeling as though my soul is torn apart
I have yet to figure why I gave you my broken heart
All my pain and sadness fallen into one lonely tear
Now I feel like I’m stuck in a place where I can’t see or hear
It’s like I flying, wandering in the open space
Instead of feeling wonderment, I feel like I lost the race
I grip onto the handlebars of time as I understand
That though you said you meant it, you didn’t want to hold my hand
You didn’t want to hug me, or share my real first kiss
You told me that you love me, now you’re the one to miss
Yet here I am, holding on, grips are as hard as I could
But knowing from the flashbacks when I fell, you understood
You understood the suffering you really put me through
And yet if you actually understood, you would actually be true
True to me, true to life, killing all the lies
Instead of seeing opposite I’d see honesty in your eyes
But I should have know the truth, about you and your black letter
You never stopped the lying, you’ve only gotten better
Blocked all your calls, blocked all your “love”, blocked you out from my life
Blocked out all the untruthfulness, the worrying and strife
Blocked out all your winter heart, and anything ever colder
And now I feel free, like the entire world was lifted off my shoulder
No more tears, no more trouble, no more suffering from then
No more strife, no more worrying, no pain ever again
The teardrop that held my life’s story to display
I took my pointer finger and forever wiped it away