I miss you grandpa…
She was only twelve years old, he was only eighty
She wasn’t close enough for her, but she was his little baby
Every year, she jumps on the plane, and can’t wait to see his face
Hear his laugh, rise in his prayer, feel his warm embrace
The year of her bat mitzvah, celebration in the air
They told her Saba isn’t well, with just another moment to spare
Confusion arose, her heart fell to her toes, and she wondered what could be wrong
Why her Saba isn’t here to lift her heart in song
Drowned in pneumonia, tears and fate, he struggles to open his eyes
She tries to get closer to the hospital, so he can soothe her cries
When she arrives, can’t believe her eyes, but Saba’s still holding on
So she runs to his side and takes his hand, and sings him his beloved song
She feels his grip tighten; she opens his eyes, and finds that he did the same
She feels a grin stretch on her cheek, but his eyes force happy to tame
Swirling with knowing, compassion, and love, he grips to handles of life
He attempts to throw her a nice, weak smile, and that washes out all her strife
She says that she missed him, his eyes talk to her; they say that he missed her too
He tells her to promise not to cry, what must be done, he has to do
She promises, but crosses her fingers, because she knows her eyes won’t come dry
And at the same time, in the position he’s in, she feels awful telling a lie
Another day, another week, a blink of an eye and he’s gone
Her big day sliding close, and she promised to him she’d move on
To this I’ll stay true, Saba, if it wasn’t for you, I couldn’t have got through this day
And as I stare at the seas, I laugh to my knees; I knew you wouldn’t have gone away
He slipped from his body, and into my heart, to a place where now, he belongs
A place that’s closest to my love and it’s easier to hear his songs
And as I drift into a sleep, I hear his voice in my head
And if he somehow escapes my heart, he visits me when I visit bed
His loving gaze, his warming smile, stays with her when she sleeps
His open arms and blazing love are some of the things she keeps
And instead of Mommy barging in when hearing cries in the night
She feels him there, stroking her hair, and her grinning lips are shut tight